Anonymous said: We broke up and its breaking my heart a lot. He said he still loves me but its just its not like before. He said he dont wanna hurt me but this is more painful than being stabbed by a knife. But ako rin ate maykasalan rin ako kasi lagi akong nagtatampo tas minsan palagi mainit yung ulo ko. Cant blame him why he left. Im no good. I hate myself.
calm down, sweet soul. do not use a failed relationship as a way of describing yourself. you are not all about the tantrums and mood swings, because if he really loves you he will discover how to handle you during your tough times. relax, life isn’t all about love and being in a relationship.
wow so the band 5sos can perform so good during live acoustic sessions? where’s the fandom bus, i need to ride the 5sos fandom bus.
i had a dream last night
it was pitch dark and we
were looking at the stars
i closed my eyes and felt warm
because i started seeing the freckles
of you body, scattered as if i
know exactly where they are
― Ruby Sparks (2012)
Ruby: The first time I saw you, I thought: “Look at that boy. I’m going to love him forever and ever and ever.”
"We weren’t just teens, exploring our emotions were we?
Whatever we had, that wasn’t just a puppy love or a summer romance, was it?
We were in love, driving around the city while everybody was asleep,
shouting to the world how much we love each other so deeply
that every touch hurts in the most astonishing way,
the love that drove them insane,
the love that made the skies bleed,
the love that gave shivers to every bone,
the love that served as the best reason to wake up every morning and be thankful for every breath.
The love that gave us emotions we didn’t know the name,
the love we found on our skins and in our hearts."
— love, love and then love // melody c. (via pakalmot)
"I want every word to cut your skin,
every pause, every phrase.
I want everything I write to
leave marks on your body as a message that my hands were once there,
that I once created a galaxy out of the things you gave me before you ripped my heart out and went away."
— building and breaking // m.c (via pakalmot)
"why is it always the woman who has to see past the beast in the man? why does she always have to clean his wounds, even after he has damaged her beyond repair? why is it always the man who is worthy of forgiveness for being a monster?
I want to see the beast in the beauty.
the half smile, half snarl. the unapologetic anger. I would like to see the man forgive the monster. to see her, blood and all, and love her anyway."
!!! new books !!!
(1st three photos) for only 90 pesos, i was able to buy 6 books. 1 of them is a poetry book and one is an autographed copy of Rita Ewing’s book
the last 2 photos were from my boyfriend’s mom. books about women (oh gaah, i love her) encouraging words for women, about strengths of a woman and healing words for women ❤
PLUS A CAT BOOKMARK FROM NBS FOR ONLY 40 pesos
wow it’s going to be a looong week for me.
"The moon hung over the planet Earth, a dead thing over a dying thing."
— John Fowles (via mirroir)
i’ve read an article before about a social experiment where they are allowed to do whatever they want to do to the girl using nothing but their hands.
at first, things were okay. they touched her cheek, they ran their fingers through her hair, they touched her chin, her lips, her neck. but after few hours, people started hitting her, pinching her and even grabbing her hair.
and the result of the experiment was:
when you allow people to do whatever they want to do to you, they will think that it’s okay to hurt you because you give them the permission to do whatever they want to do to you. and when people are allowed to do anything, they will end up hurting you.
and that was by just using their hands, i felt scared realizing all the things us, humans can do to each other. it’s terrifying what humans are capable of.
Anonymous said: How would you fix things like you cant understand each other anymore? Like there's still all the love but it's not working out. How :(
you have to listen to each other if you really want to work things out. maybe you guys aren’t listening to each other. try to talk about what’s wrong and what you guys really want.
dad: so what are your goals? what is it that you really want to do?
me: finish school, get a job, save money and get a tattoo.
me: you don’t agree with that?
dad: no, it’s alright. finishing college is a tough job, earning money is a tough job too, so is saving. getting a tattoo is a good gift to yourself.
"Learn the difference between a man who flatters you and a man who compliments you. A man who spends money on you and a man who invests in you. A man who views you as property and a man who views you properly. A man who lusts after you and a man who loves you."
— (via 1112pm)
it will hurt, darling.
you will wake up in the middle of the night and you will clutch your chest but the pain will not go away.
you will slam your head against the wall but his face will remain on your mind and will haunt all the corners of your body.