Salamat kasi kapag nandito ka sa bahay, laging ikaw ‘yung nag-aayos ng kama ko. Kasi sinasabi mo na gusto mong mahimbing lagi ang tulog ko. (kahit pa madalas, hindi ako natutulog)
Salamat kasi kahit na pasaway ako at kakaiba ako magalit, hindi mo ako iniwan. Nagtiis tsaka nagtyaga kang maghintay hanggang sa magbago ako. Salamat kasi kapag nasa galaan tayo, hindi ka napapagod makinig sa mga kwento ko. Kahit lagi akong nagdadaldal sa’yo sa loob ng sinehan, hindi ka naiinis, hindi mo ako sinasaway, nakikinig ka lang din. Hehehe.
Salamat kasi kahit hindi ka marunong kumanta, kapag inabutan kita ng mic, kakanta ka.
Salamat kasi nung mga oras na depressed ako, umaabsent ka sa trabaho mo para lang samahan akong manood ng disney movies. Hindi ka nagsawa, hindi ka napagod.
Salamat kasi kahit naiinis ako kapag sinusubuan mo ‘ko ng pagkain kapag nagde-date tayo, hindi ka nagtatampo. Kasi baby, kahit nahihiya ako, nganga nalang din eh para lang sa’yo. Hahaha.
Mahal na mahal kita. Konting kembot nalang, matutuloy na tayo na tayo sa mga bansang pinlano nating puntahan. <3
REMINDERS TO THOSE WHO ARE LEFT BEHIND BY THE PERSON THEY LOVE SO MUCH (by m.)
mahal na mahal ko ‘tong lalaking ‘to.
I was fifteen when he first held my hand. We both felt uncomfortable about it and we let go after five seconds. I felt a thrill in a good way and I felt nervous at the same time. I grew up thinking that my hands were made to hold my favorite books and to hold the things inside my bedroom; I never thought that one day, I am going to fall in love with the idea of holding the hand of the boy I am going to treasure for the rest of my life.
After two years, we built a tent outside and spent the night kissing each other’s lips, telling everything to each other and singing our favorite songs. He told me that he’s a bad drunk so as much as possible, he says no when someone offers him a drink and then I told him that I can’t sleep with the lights on. We spent the night sharing random facts about ourselves and I felt that I just loved him more. We didn’t feel awkward at all. We both laughed over silly and stupid things and that night felt shorter than the other nights I had.
At twenty, I am writing poems about him. I am smiling after every spaces because I can’t help but to think of his face when he’s smiling, when he’s upset. I suddenly realized that I know all of his edges and curves and we’re both comfortable about that; and to think that six years ago, we felt weird about touching each other’s hands.
it’s not easy missing you (by m.)
"This is Not a Science"
by Ramna Safeer
yes hello 911? emergency i want dave franco to knock on my door and kiss me against the wall and boom bang me
Azra.T “My Heart is Full of Open Windows.”
So, I was bored this morning and I felt lazy to attend my first two classes so I decided to clean and fix my room. I don’t know but I am kind of obsessed about updating my room. I like arranging the bed, designing the walls, etc.
Hooraaay for the lights and the poetry on my wall.
Here’s my bed. I don’t know it you can really call it as “bed” because I requested to my mom that I want nothing but a thick foam, pillow, and a comfortable blanket. So there.
The giant bear from my boyfriend and that dog stuff toy is from my dad.
And there you go, the photos on my wall. Those are from the polaroid that my dad gave me. <3
night sky (by m)
the genes of this family is hella rad and serious
a part of me wants to wear classy clothes and boots and have an expensive accessories and huge, organized room. but a big part of me wants trashy shirts and ripped jeans to be matched with dirty shoes and i just want to stay in a small room with just a foam and pillows and blanket on the floor filled with a smell of strong brewed coffee
REMEMBER HOW YOU CRIED SO HARD THE DAY YOU FOUND OUT THAT YOUR FAVORITE BAND DISBANDED
school: I just want the school works to be over. I want to leave that place already and I want to do things that I really want to do. I want to sleep at least 20 hours a day without any worries and any unfinished projects. I don’t want to see the people I don’t like anymore. I want to stop treating myself like shit because I feel everyday that I am not enough and i will never be.
dreams and plans : I want to get a job after all of this shit and earn enough money to study in a university i really like and take the course where I can use my abilities and where I will be happy doing the things I should do. And then, take my family to different countries because we all like travelling and give them all the money I could give because they deserve that; after all the hard works and efforts, my parents deserve the things I will be giving them.
relationship : I am very much contented. Maybe after 5 years, I will be ready to get married and after a year or maybe two, I will summon my own kid. (summon) alright. Aaand, I’m really excited to travel with R!
I have to get all my shit done, so life please give me another shot. God, guide me.